3 weeks into college and my head is a jumble of mixed feelings – mostly all good, some a little whiny 😛 Been coming home late, no time for anything else. Usually this would’ve driven me ballistic, but somehow it doesn’t affect me as such. Even though I would’ve liked to have a little “me time”, the college and friends make up for it. Plus there are just so many activities and clubs I can opt for, it feels as though this journey is going to an enriching one.
I’ve never been an attention seeker and yet I’m a Media student. Look at the irony of that! 😛 Its not that I have any problem with being under the spotlight but I haven’t felt the need to do anything extra to be put there. Like some people have a natural ability to command attention regardless of what they say or do. Whereas some, in their ways of talking and gestures are well known among people. I don’t know if its common for all Media students to be very open and expressive or whether its a gradual process of becoming like that. Because I haven’t met anyone who is the shy-bug types. So its a little confusing when I think of myself as the shy, less talkative one. I’m not shy, not since long. But I’m not as bold as some others. So obviously I’d seem like the most reserved among them all. 어떻게? I know that at some point of time, in order to kick start my career in this industry, I will have to leave back all of my reservations and step forward. I’m ready for that. But for now, I am clueless on what I ought to be doing.
Anyway, so far, taking this course has proved to be a brilliant decision. I only hope it continues to be.
We are getting so much exposure, in terms of knowledge and practical assignments, its reaally really overwhelming. The whole college atmosphere is different from that of senior secondary school. Good different, that is. I wake up every morning, eyes droopy, yet ready to drag myself out of bed, just because of college. 😀 I’ve met some good people and some not so good people. But then again, that’s how life is. Maybe, I’m jumping far too ahead with my opinions on certain people. Maybe not. Only time will reveal how good judge of character I am. Perhaps at the end of this year, I’ll be able to post more elaborately about my experiences with people 😀
I love change. For this very reason of being able to eliminate the monotony in life. Meeting new people, newer adventures and a somewhat changed personality.