Unravelling the Complications

Is it possible to get upset for no reason? Probably not.
But it is possible to get upset and not really understand why (right?). Am I “complicating my life”, because I don’t have any definite answers?
Or is this something hormonal? Something beyond the understanding of a 17 year old.
Questions swirled around me,
Spinning a web of darkness.
The overwhelming feeling of frustration clawed at my mind.
But I refuse to give in and break down.
I refuse to let the unexplainable haunt me.
Gathering strength from all that I love,
I heaved this cloud of black over the wall.
And let the light raise my mood.
With happiness came peace
And a sense of being in control.
It became one with my blood, lighting up ever inch of skin with the pigment of joy and content.
Bringing a glow to my once dull face.
All I had to do, was be determined to not get bullied by mood swings.
In a moment of doubt, the sadness and irritation would definitely return
For answers were not yet found.
But for the time being, am more than happy to revel in the sunshine.

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